In tonight's documentary on the tenth anniversary of the death of ITV News reporter Terry Lloyd in Iraq, we are given an insight into the family at Christmas.
His daughter Chelsey said her relationship with her father "suffered" during her teens.
Lloyd was killed on the eve of the invasion of Iraq ten years ago.
Who Killed My Dad? The Death of Terry Lloyd airs tonight on ITV at 10.35pm.
Ten years on, ITN cameraman Fred Nérac remains missing, presumed dead, in Iraq. His family continues their painstaking search for answers.
Ten years ago, correspondent Terry Lloyd was shot dead on the eve of the invasion of Iraq. I returned to the same spot with his daughter.