Carol Speed, the mother of former Wales manager Gary Speed, has spoken to ITV's This Morning about the difficulty of coming to terms with her son's death.
Speaking on the programme she said: "I don't think I'll ever accept it, in one way. I mean, I know he's gone, I know he's not coming back but... I can't accept it."
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The star celebrates beating Justin Bieber into second place as her song becomes a hit again after a performance at the total solar eclipse.
Later in the night cloud will thicken bringing hill fog, mist and some patchy drizzle by the early hours.
The Welsh singer sang her infamous track during yesterday's solar eclipse.