Carol Speed, the mother of former Wales manager Gary Speed, has spoken to ITV's This Morning about the difficulty of coming to terms with her son's death.
Speaking on the programme she said: "I don't think I'll ever accept it, in one way. I mean, I know he's gone, I know he's not coming back but... I can't accept it."
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